Life has no more surprises for this woman, after what she has gone through in the past five years she cannot respond anymore. Her husband and four of her six children were killed by the Khmer Rouge, she herself was beaten and forced to work from dawn until dusk for a spoonful of rice a day. She managed to flee with her two remaining children but they died in the jungle along the way. Undaunted, she pushed on and managed to cross into Thailand, only to be pushed back into Kampuchea. Relentlessly, she tried again & this time she succeeded. She says softly but resolutely, "I will not go back to Kampuchea again even if the Thais would kill me."